“When a man learns to love, he must bear the risk of hatred.”

Please feel my heartbeat as memories of the times we spent together overpowers me. I want to ask myself ‘why do I feel this way?’ but I know the answer deep within.

These were the words she poured out when I caught hold of her yesterday evening in respect to his previous post. Lol… the ‘her’ in this statement is actually the girl my fellow blogger was referring to when he wrote ‘FEEL MY HEARTBEAT, PLEASE’. Yeah! I know it wasn’t my business but I had to confront the girl to know why she made him feel that way. Anyway, this was what she asked me to tell him;

The hurt I feel each time I hear your voice in my head reminding me of how much I loved you. The shattering pain that takes its toll in my heart anytime I see you walk by. Who would have thought that one’s once love could become one’s greatest hatred. I hate you for all the feelings that you let me experience, for, for all I had given I received nothing but sweet nonsense from the tip of your tongue.
I hate you for every joy I felt when you were right beside me, holding my hands as we looked above at the night sky, so dark graced with stars. Who knew that all the faith that I had had in our proclaimed everlasting love would have no fuel to fill this fire.

Please Feel my Heartbeat

Now the moon who is supposed to be a strong heavenly body worshiped by we humans now receives the blunt of my anger for I remember the day I gave myself to you the full moon was right outside in the dark watching. Oh why didn’t it just close its eyes and give way to a heavy downpour. At least I would have had a thunder and lightning and perhaps you would have been struck.

My heart holds no joy at once loving you because now that I’m all clear-eyed and fully aware I know you never loved me.

Why do I feel this way? Please Feel my Heartbeat

Full of hate, pain, regrets. Full of tears and empty, filled with thoughts of broken promises and unhappy tales. Why do I feel this hollow in me? For all the times I thought we had great times I realized I have been left with emptiness and lack of fulfillment; unfulfilled that my love wasn’t enough to keep us going and lasting… no break downs, no stops.

Please Feel my Heartbeat

Cursed be that day when you had me confessing my love for you. And cursed be the day I dream of you back in my life. This pain was built to last but for a while and just experienced once, and you are my once… never a twice!

Please Feel my Heartbeat

Wow! this is really touching. Who would have thought? Anyway, we can’t judge on who is at fault or not. They have both shared their sides and I seriously do not know who is being truthful and plain but what can we do if not speculate and create our own final judgements.

If you have your own views on who is right or not, please drop it on the comment box below. I’d love to know what you think.

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