Stronger Than I Was

“You won’t break me; you’ll just make me stronger than I was.”

I should have been stronger, stronger than I was when you said it was over, stronger than I was when you stopped crying on my shoulders, stronger than I was when you left me sober, I should have been stronger!

But tell me, how could I have been stronger?

“Loving someone is giving them the power to destroy you but trusting them not to.”

Nobody could hurt me more than you could at the time, I let you in unguarded, gave you the keys to my heart wantonly. But you just couldn’t control your desire for other guys. As I write this to you, it’s raining heavily in my heart, yes, there’s a thunderstorm with flashes of lightning ripping me apart and it just keeps me thinking, “All this lightning yet you couldn’t find a spark with me…”

I still love you despite what you think; I think of you every day and hope to God that you’ll come back my way.

Eminem already gave me a hint of what to say so I’m just gonna quote him:

“You walked out, I almost died, it was almost a homicide that you caused cos I was so traumatized, felt like I was in for a long bus ride, I’d rather die than you not by my side, can’t count how many times I vomited, cried, go to my room, turn on the radio and hide… If you coulda took my life, you woulda…”

All the lies you connived with Khocee to publish in his ‘Please Feel My Heartbeat‘ article had me going over the edge for the last two weeks but I’ve recovered now and I’ve decided to move on.

You won’t break me, you’ll just make me stronger than I was…

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