My 3am thoughts
So I listened to a song by big Sean , and it said , I hope you learn to make it on your own and that if you love your self you’ll never be alone…. So I feel really bad for being a hypocrite.. I can’t really find myself and I’ve really tried to deal with it… My mind is a minefield be careful where you step, because I can blow up any second and you won’t know what hit you… My 3am thoughts
I feel really bad when I make the wrong decisions, sure I think I learn from them but the truth is I’m not sure, because I go right back a do it again, and still I have the nerve to be a critic but then again I am a hypocrite
A preacher once said to me, you have a bright star but the female will be your downfall, I mean those words stuck to me be now I see I’m the reason that I fall… I say I fight a battle and there is beauty in the struggle, but all I feel is sadness … As kids we were thought not to open the doors to strangers and then we never realize when opportunity knocked…My 3am thoughts 
my 3am thoughts
Space full of people and still I can’t feel anybody.. No friends in this, I guess it’s because I was born alone .. My emotions keep getting the best of me .. Don’t really care anymore I mean I’m never going to be perfect but Mehn I have to make it … My 3am thoughts
I mean they say you gotta be greater than your pops and issh like that if that’s the competition then. I got nothing to fight for, talk about what i have to do,Nigga and I don’t even know what it is … Brothers were meant to leave your ass I mean I feel so sad that I’m sad but I can’t help it the thoughts in my head keep reoccurring …. Most people I know see the good but I don’t but these are just my 3am thoughts
I want friends .. I want a crew … Don’t want to form a click I just want a few… It’ll be nice to have friends with benefits … Not a bunch of people that make me feel like I’m a misfit ❗️. See that’s the reason I choose to be a loner … because the more I let people come closer the less bolder I become…
But then again maybe i’m not meant to fit in…My 3am thoughts
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