I thought she was the one but I guess I might be wrong

I’m back again to pour my heart out… I got this girl am so much into.. And in her smile I see something more beautiful than the stars, I love her the way a drowning man loves air. And it would destroy me to have her just a little; she’s just that one girl you want all your friends to see, But as am trying to take things serious with her that’s when she thinks it’s time to play games…

I mean; I am not getting younger anymore…. (I’m not getting older either.. I’m still fresh to death lolz). I respect and value her to the core, although I know it’s a bit too early to start all these love drama things but I really do see a future with her, haven’t spent much time with her but she’s quite a cool lady “There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment” … But now am beginning to think otherwise… I thought she was the one I guess I might be wrong

Like: I understand she’s just in her twenties but at least grow some brains nah… How can you upload a picture of YOU and I on Instagram and themed it something sweet, I even liked and commented on it… Only to wake up three days later and delete it

So her reason for deleting the picture from Instagram was because she uploading a picture of us and was expecting me to do the same… in my mind I was like seriously? I talk about this lady to my friends and co-workers, there’s simply no day or hour I don’t think or talk about how much I want to be around her..

Look if I don’t care about you, you won’t be worth 20 seconds of my call… It’s not pride is just me… It’s either am adding something to your life or your adding something to mine… If neither then kick the door and get the fuck out…

I was like WTF… If you don’t know the meaning of WTF you can just Google it.

I mean; I devote my time to this lady, morning, afternoon and night, she hardly ask me how my day was, she only just want to talk about herself, her girlfriends, her issues… Everything just has to be about her. I thought she was the one I guess I might be wrong

Sometimes, it’s hard to find words to tell her how much she means to me. A lot of times, I don’t say anything at all. But I hope someday, you’ll understand, that you are just pushing me away with your attitudes

Total misunderstanding of what relationship is all about… It just always has to be about her, typical bull sheet.

Please don’t get me wrong, I love and enjoy hearing much about her and her friends but a little bit about myself would be nice

It’s one thing to fall in love. It’s another to feel someone else fall in love with you, and to feel a responsibility toward that love

I really don’t get it… Am just so pissed right now that my hands can’t even stop typing… I really have allot on my mind… Today was a very stressful day for me, and I was hoping to get back home, probably receive a call from my so-called claimed lover or even a text… But nope she just has to ruin my day again… I thought she was the one I guess I might be wrong

We used to chat everyday, we used to exchange messages like if our lives depends on it, what happened? what happened that? you don’t listen to me anymore… where do you get all that ego from?

There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you’d better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you’ll never understand what it’s saying

I have felt loved, enjoyed it… Probably this might be the one I have to bale on… And hey babe… When you are done reading… You can just ignore my calls or better yet call me… No hard feelings… just saying what I felt at the moment…

I thought she was the one… I guess I might be wrong

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