PARANOIA OR WHAT?

Voices in my head keep telling me to run and to run really fast. I keep wandering why and it haunts me.

Sometimes I get these images of bloodshed, demolition of buildings and angry mobs pointing towards my direction. Is it just fear of the unknown or are these visions? Will it take place and why?

I surround myself with this line of questions every day because of the voices in my head.

Most of you will say I am going crazy but I know that I am not; I am quite sane… or so. I don’t even know any more. I think I’m just being paranoid. Paranoia? Thought it was a thought process believed to be heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion.

I can’t pin-point a particular thing that I’m scared of or what might cause anxiety. I live a problem free life and try so hard to be in everyone’s good books so why should the mob wanna hurt me?

I seriously need answers to these questions. The Voices in my Head are driving me crazy.

Concentration has begun to slip through my fingers; I feel I am turning to the ghost of myself. Sometimes I just fade out. It is not normal.

Woke up drenched in sweat again this morning; ran a very long distance last night. This time I was carrying a big book. I am quite pissed that I couldn’t get to see what was written on its cover but I believe the dream will repeat itself and maybe, just maybe I will begin to get a hang of these strange occurrences. Voices in my Head.

As if my head hasn’t played tricks enough, my eyes , ears, and every other part of me has joined in the prank.

Three days straight and three different strangers has worked up to me, one each day, with these same words,

brother, please help me, I am stranded and need a little cash from you

Three different days… three different locations… three different people. All saying the same thing.

Did I also dream that or is it the Voices in my head at it again? I need answers and please my readers if any of you have any answer or suggestion to what is happening to me I’’ll be grateful if you share it with me in the conversation box below.

…they are all around me… watching me… bidding their time. I can feel their eyes and I am afraid. Yes I said it, Khocee is afraid.They lurk in the darkest of shadows but I will not make my weaknesses known. They tempt me and wait for me to crack but I won’t give in to them. They infest my dreams, prolonging of my worst nightmares… you all can tell me that I’m paranoid but I know they are after me.

These voices in my head don’t lie and they sound so real. I hate it when they go silent though, because I can’t tell what they might be planning. I know they are not real but they got pretty good ideas.

Voices in my Head.

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