Questions I’ve been asking myself for ages, who am I ? , where am I ? how do I get to where I what to be ? you may or may not agree with me that these are the questions a teenager is faced with, I mean behind every cheerful teenager is someone that advices, directs , and consoles that person. But what happens when there is no one , a lot of mistakes are made that’s what happens , I don’t really know where or how it all began all I know is I’m fighting some demons I don’t understand , depression , rejection and some that are unnamed ..ohh lord save my soul and then they ask  “who’s the nerd”

I’m a typically Nigerian boy, even when I’m wrong, I’m right. And even when I know It’s my fault I just find someone to put the blame on, but right now I’m not blaming a person, I’m blaming nature , sometimes I know what I want to say but my choice of words might send a wrong message, I wish six generation computers will have something that shows how the mind and heart fells without having to say a word, sure I know by now you’d be thinking , mehn such a sad kid, believe me when I say I don’t speak for myself alone I speak for a lot of teenagers who don’t know who to turn too

Who’s the nerd

My aunt is a psychologist , and she said this feeling is normal but I honestly doubt it, lemme ask you a question , you ever felt like you’ve given your all for something or someone and you’ve gotten nothing but pain, hurt and desertion … hard words I know but all this emotion has to come out somehow …. Looking back a couple of years I think it all started when I fell in love, ever heard the expression “love is blind”…. Well this one took out my eyes and gave it to me for breakfast… And that’s how it all began……

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