So every morning I wake up by 5:00am an before I pray to my creator, I look at myself in the mirror and I try to fake a smile to know if it’ll take away the pain of yesterday. Advice to my generation, never sleep with your thoughts they’ll mess you up the next day, so still standing in front of my mirror I think back, see I don’t share my thoughts but I can lend a few ideas… The me in the mirror
So I’m 18 just turned in may, so the feeling of being legal tough but I think I’ll live I’m a catholic boy with a sensitive conscience believe me when I say I know my faults, and what am about to write down now most of you might not see my point on this, most of you might want to judge but this is my point of view you might have yours, cool but don’t hate on mine… so I’m a really shy dude that likes to try a lot of things out, but one thing I can’t really understand is love. I mean not just that I don’t understand it but sometimes I just don’t feel it, sure you might be wondering if I’ve ever had a girlfriend well, call me old fashion but to me having a girlfriend isn’t about just looks and appearances, I mean if I date you it’s because I see potential in you, but because of the fact that I don’t understand love as a whole I don’t even know when I see the real thing. Infatuation floods my mind, a friend of mine told me once that her mother always said ‘when you see your husband you’ll know’ but I don’t think I’ll ever know who’s meant for me anyways that’s a story for another day…. The me in the mirror 
So I’m a computer engineering student in a federal university, and believe me if you’re an academical average student your grades have to be on your mind 24/7. [now that’s real issh] and trust me when i say average is not my thing, i strive for perfection i mean they say you can’t be perfect and I’m like at least i have to try, but i swear the grades are imperative to my success, some of the courses i honestly don’t see the need, i mean who in real life has ever applied the Pythagoras theorem… [thinking out loud tho]…. i mean i want to do the real stuff but oh well patience is good…
Now i realized I’ve been typing for a long while now, i have to go get ready for school now so till next time bye…
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